I thought I was getting better
The thoughts only got worse
Does god have a sick sense of humour?
Cause I'm not finding this funny anymore
I just wanna get out of bed
And live like the people that don’t pretend
I can’t stand to be alone
Or out in public far from home
Bury me underneath my house
Bury me underneath my house
So I can see someone else live correctly
Pink clouds in a blue sky
Holding hands, just you and I
I’m sorry if I hurt you bad
Intentions mean nothing with that impact
Trust your heart in the ocean
Let the waves take over, follow motion
Honestly, I meant it
When I said that I need you , you’re my best friend
you’re my best friend
I can’t
I don’t think I will make it
Another moment, I am shaking
So Let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out
I was kept waiting
The clock never moved for me
You said you weren’t ready
But I thought differently
Sing me to sleep, tell me a joke
Whatever you do, just please don’t go
I was kept waiting
The clock never moved for me
I hope I don’t disappear into nothing
In 100 years It’ll probably happen
I'm not afraid of death
I’m afraid of what will happen next
I hope I don’t disappear into nothing
Oh no, we’re back here again
Don’t know how this will end
I’ll wait until the medicine kicks in
or wait until my heart just caves in
Whatever comes first
Can’t leave the comfort
I’ll wait until the medicine kicks in
or wait until my heart just caves in
Whatever comes first
Can’t leave the comfort
It’s never enough it’s too much
It’s never enough it’s too much
It’s never enough it’s too much
It’s never enough it’s too much
I have everything
I need in front of me
I have everything
I need in front of me
I have everything
I need in front of me
Except You
Except You
I’ll keep praying for the day
You come back to me
I’ll keep praying for the day
You come back to me
I’ll keep praying for the day
You return back to me
I miss you
I miss you
Left out cold
Craving warmth
Burnt by love
Drowned in blood
Lost in thought
My memories faded
Only for a moment
I felt less jaded
You don’t look at me the same way
Or talk about me to anyone
This anxiety is killing me
I hope it lets me out one more time
So I can see you with him
The closure, our distance,
The hopelessness within it
One more drink, we’re finished
We’re finished